I have decided to grow a beard.

Yeah.
Preparations have begun.
I'm not shaving 'til I get paid next month. :D

My church is not of silver and gold.

One of the best things bout Springtime;
Rain.

Listening to the pitter patter of rain on the pavements is honestly one of the best things ever.

I spontaneously decided to take a jog around the graveyard this evening.
Weird decision, but a good one.
Even the slightest bit of exercise made me feel just that bit more productive.
Because I'm really fucking lazy.

I need to jog round the graveyard more. It's fun.
And it's somewhere to go where I can think with a clear mind and actually do something.





I feel really odd.
I'm not upset.
Or depressed.

I feel boring.

Emotional misalignment is the most accurate way I can describe how I'm feeling at the moment.




Isn't it funny how a really simple thing can make you feel just that little bit happier?
My cat is really cute and she makes me happy.

So this blog will now end on a happy note in place of a morbid and boring one.
Thank you, Princess. :)

This is the seaside town, that they forgot to close down..

This weekend has possibly been one of the best weekends I've had in a long time!
I've drunk so much alcohol in the past few days.
Not good.
But fun times have been made.
Very good.
And I also have a job! :D
Even better!
And my college interview went exceedingly well also.
The college is actually peng.
And it has bare nice equipment and shit.

I forgot how much I love 'The butterfly Effect'.
I think that film actually changed my perception on life.
Moving stuff..

I'll further describe my fantastic weekend some other time.
I'm very tired at the moment.
And I'm still full of beer and party food.

A sailor's grave is all I crave.

Aaaaaaaaah.
I have two different interviews today! >.>
One for music college.
Another for a job.

Oh yeah, I'm getting a job.
Not to sound over confident or arrogant in any way, but I think I've pretty much got this job. Only because I applied yesterday morning and they asked me to come for an interview later that day.
Also because people often leave this job because it's boring.
I think it might be quite fun!
Talking on the phone to random people trying to persuade them to buy a kitchen!
Piece of piss! :D

My interview for the music course should be interesting.
Obviously, I'm gonna play drums.
Gonna rep up 'Deeds' by playing one of our songs.
Not sure which one. Probably 'Price of affliction' and 'There will be war'.
And I should sing too.
I'm thinking doing a Morrissey song xD
But I have no idea which one yet :|

I think Gill and Shaunie are awake now. They need to wake up anyway, I need to straighten my hair. I'm gonna try and convince Shaunie to lend me her adidas hoodie for today because it's peng.

I'M STILL SHITTING MYSELF. :(

Boredom does a lot to you.

Lololol

Killed some time.
Need to stop putting off doing some work now >.>

Hate is a strong word.

That's all for now.

Heaven knows I'm miserable now.

I really am too soft.
I admit all my mistakes but there's always something else.

Apologising for things I have or haven't done seems a bit obsolete by now.
But I continue to do it anyway.

I'm at the stage where I'm willing to overcome all jealousy just for you to be happy.
I think that's probably one of the biggest signs of love for someone.
Even if I'm miserable, all that matters is your happiness.

After all, even if you do move on, I will always know you'll still love me.
Even by the tiniest bit.

As will I.

More than you will ever know...

Another moment is another eternity.

Really need to find something to do.
It's a beautiful day and I'm stuck inside.

Could go to Hilly Fields on my own.
Be a bit boring though.

Need to get up early tomorrow as well :(
But I'm going so I can get a new drum kit :D
Well, it's second hand.
But still pretty awesome!

Then the gig should be commencing later that day.
Really, really looking forward to it.
9blind's new album is pretty fucking immense.
Looking forward to hearing it live.

I think the weather is really reflecting on my mood recently, too.
Nice and sunny = Happy Eddie.
I love springtime.
Absolutely love it.
Best time of year.

I know, this blog is really pointless and shizz.
Just thought I needed something to keep updated.
I'm really slacking on blogging recently.
Probably due to having all ths time off college.

I WILL RETURN.

...

Fuck it.
I'm sick and tired of all this.
I hate that I'M the bad guy.
Like everything I do is wrong.

Apparently me sticking up for myself is rude.

Fuck it.
I'm gonna enjoy James' birthday as much as I can.
Not gonna let my bad mood bring the groove down.

Although, despite all of the arguments, I still have feelings for her.
Of course she won't believe me.
And she no longer cares for me.
So that's great. (Y)

Eighteen seconds before sunrise..

UGH my god.
Sigur Rós are seriously growing on me at the moment.
The music they make is perfect.
It actually is.
Every time I hear a REALLY good song by them, my mind has an orgasm.

Seriously.
Go listen to them.
You won't regret it.

Recording is starting today!
:D
Pretty awesome stuff!
We have around 4 and a half hours to get as much of the drums recorded as possible.
Might inspire myself in the morning, depending if I have the time.
Haha.

Thursday is the gig at the Standard.
Should be pretty sah-weeet.
Really looking forward to playing again.

It sounds arrogant, but last band practice, we were all pretty tight.
In other words, we all agreed we sounded pretty good that day. x]
Which is good for us!
See y'all down there if you're coming! :)

"Broken hearts never mend." But fools never move on.

I've been feeling quite contained recently.
Probably due to outbursts of energy and positive attitudes toward general things.
So I've used up all of it in one go.

>Implying that made any sense. >.>

I've been having fun I guess. That's what matters most I think.
And I'm really looking forward to the gigs we have lined up in the following weeks too!
Should be a rather good shindig.


On a somewhat off topic note, I've decided to make another blog soon.
It's main purpose would be to follow all music the band is progressing through following up to recording and gigging and what not.

Might make another one so I can review albums and movies and give my general input on why I think they are good or bad!



Watching 'Batman Forever' on VCR! :O
I'm watching a mediocre film on an obsolete video format!
WHAT AM I LIKE?

Next I'll be recording my favourite songs off the radio stations using a tape recorder!
Nah, that's effort.

Tomorrow should be good. Here's hoping it turns out all fan-dabby-dozy :)