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I am in a very happy-go-lucky mood right now.
THANK FUCK

I think it's the fact that there is no college for 3 and a half weeks.

THREE AND A FUCKING HALF WEEKS

Wow, I'm enthusiastic.

:D

I am looking forward to going to southend with teh posse.
I am actually really excited :)
And we have a few gigs coming up, too!
Happy fucking times!

I have said fuck a lot in this post.
I don't usually swear this much in a blog.
I'm sorry, mum :(

Now, I am off to slay the mighty GOHMA in the Temple of Time.
In other words, I am going round Jack's house to play Zelda.

I'm wearing my triforce t-shirt just for the occassion. ^_^

And also coz the triforce is fucking awesome.






FUCK.

Send me the pillow, the one that you dream on. And I'll send you mine...

This is going to be my own personal review on our gig at the 'All Saints' church.

The sound quality was appalling.
The church's PA system fucked up so we brought in ours. Was working fine until the band's bassist before us plugged in their bass into our PA and blew it!
So no-one could hear George.
My pedal broke halfway during our second song so that was pretty gay.
Luckily another drummer handed me another pedal. :)

That was everything bad really.

Now, onto the GOOD stuff.
The crowd.
Oh my god, the crowd.
The best people who are at gigs are obviously the fans.
But theses fans were on it.
ON IT.

To start, they started chanting 'DEEDS' before we walked on stage.
And I heard a few people chanting along to 'The Children's Playground' and 'There will be war'. Which is fucking awesome. x]

There was a wall of death apparently, but I couldn't see.
I saw a fucking HUGE circle pit. I'm not even hyping that up.
It was brixton standard's man.
Well, size wise. Just less people x]

And people were jumping up on stage in their undies and shit. It was CAH-RAY-ZAY.


The fans made the gig. So on behalf of all of 'Deeds of the Dying', cheers for going hard and making it a night to remember!

Sweetness, I was only joking.

Okay, I'm obviously extremely disposable to you.
Someone like me can just fade out from your life.
Well done.

Not like we had memories and shit. Not like we were in love.
Eurgh.. >.>

Will your smile still open my heart?

I'm in college at the moment so I'll keep this brief.

I'm pretty happy.
I'm coping well.

Stuff's going aight. College is improving. I'm enjoying the work more.
I feel more productive and positive. Which is always good!
I have my down moments, but hey.

Last night was pretty jokes.
My toe's is still a bit soggy. x]
Not really, but it's so funny when you actually think about it.
Like thinking about what happened then was like really... bizarre.
But it was pretty funny.

I'm glad Shaunie, Gill and Petch appreciated us going out of our way to make sure they got back alright.
Only took me and Luke about forty minutes to get home.
Slept like a fucking baby I can safely say.

I think that's my good deed for the week :)

Speaking of deeds! Tomorrow 'Deeds of the Dying' are playing 'All Saints Church' in Barnet. I'm more looking forward to actually sitting down and playing than the atmosphere or whatever.
I miss playing the drums. >.>

My final thought; 'Pink Maggit' by Deftones is the fucking sexiest song ever for me at this point in time. Go listen to it. Mortals.

Your hollow gaze has shifted past my eyes.

I actually am so grateful for my friends. Honestly, I would actually be so morbid and depressed all the time if I didn't have them.
Just being with them makes me happy.

It just goes to show that I have actually matured.

Like, before, I would be dependant on a relationship to make me truly happy. Don't get me wrong, I love being in a relationship. All the lovey dovey stuff makes me feel wanted and special for once.
I realise I can have this feeling with my friends. Minus the lovey stuff.

That's all I need at the moment.
Gonna wait a while I think.
Just have fun. Be girly with the girls. Be manly with the men.

lol


It made me feel slightly happy today to know that I'm still on your mind.
Even if it is bothering you, at least you haven't forgotten me.

If I could be who you wanted.

This weekend has been.. eventful. xD

Friday, I went to Bar Form for the first time. Never actually thought I would get in but I did. That was fun. If you go to Bar Form, expect like twenty people asking you for a lighter. Lighter's apparently don't exist to people who smoke in Bar Form.

Anyway, had a few drinks then bopped home.

Saturdayy.. I spent with none other than Jack. Oh, and Adam and Hasan. That was fun! We played Zelda, listened to Morrissey and watched 'Jay and Silent Bob strike back.' xD

So the usual really!

Sunday, I had to wake up at a reasonable time to make my way home and shower before band practice.

Band practice was very...inspired ;)

We went through the usual songs and made a setlist for our upcoming gig at the All Saints in Barnet this Saturday.

Started some recording again too. Expect a song finished sometime in the near future!

After band practice, I made my way to Shaunie's house. Gill and Luke were there too.

Of course when I turned up, I knew there was going to be alcohol involved.

Not that I was complaining! At least they were drinking something else and not just vodka.

Tequila is some good stuff. I didn't realise how immune I was to the burning taste of Mexico's finest.

I stayed round that night and made my way to college the next day. I was so tired man. Not even funny.

I met Shaunie and Gill after I finished and we went to Petch's house. Was pretty standard. Petch has a REALLY nice house! And I had a little snoop around the spare room, being the nosy bastard I am xD

So glad I have the day off today, needed the sleep. I am currently awaiting for Gill to pick up her phone so I know when her and Shaunie are coming here.

Until then, I'm gonna eat and wash.

Sound like a plan? I think so. :)

I could float here forever. In this room we can't touch the floor.

Hmm.

Not alot to say at this moment in time unfortunately.

I've been in one of those un-productive moods for like a full blown week.

But just to keep you updated; I'm alive.

I'll probably write some more pointless blog entries about my days soon.

Probably after I tidy my room.

I always seem to get a good vibe of creativity and good moods when I know I've accomplished the task of tidying my room. x]

On a separate note, Shaunie's "suprise" party was rather awesome xD

Didn't get too drunk, wasn't that well to begin with. So I didn't really want to make it worse.

I saw Luke smoke and drink for like the first time EVER.

It was really funny.

And he was really smart for mixing drinks!

Normally, people would mix some drinks like beer and cider, right?

Well not Luke!

HOW TO MAKE A LUKE COCKTAIL;

WKD

VODKA

JACK DANIELS

AND A SHIT LOAD OF PARTY FOOD

(all measurements are to estimate)

Of course by the end of the night he spewed.

Like everywhere.

Seriously.

It stunk of cheese.

Bad cheese.

Or good cheese to some people.

We all stayed at Shaunie's and watched Blades of Glory and Dodgeball.

And also to drink another bottle of gin to our alcohol CV.

I fell asleep pretty quick. But woke up a few times pretty easily due to Luke throwing up several times in the toilet.

Woke up the next day feeling more ill, had a mega sore throat.

No way was I was going to band practice that day.

Still kinda recovering from that tbh.

But I'm surviving.

Like I said, I'm not dead.