...

Fuck it.
I'm sick and tired of all this.
I hate that I'M the bad guy.
Like everything I do is wrong.

Apparently me sticking up for myself is rude.

Fuck it.
I'm gonna enjoy James' birthday as much as I can.
Not gonna let my bad mood bring the groove down.

Although, despite all of the arguments, I still have feelings for her.
Of course she won't believe me.
And she no longer cares for me.
So that's great. (Y)